Thursday, 16 December 2010

Baby Joe:')

My auntie had her baby:)
Baby Joe !
He is so cute
I have only seen a pic of him so far I'm going to meet my baba cuz Sunday:)
My auntie is over the moon:)
(8) oh the ruthem of life is a powerful beat
Puts a tingle in ur fingers tingle in your feet
Ruthum on the dance floor rhythm in the street

I loves that<3
" ham and pineapple tree trunk":L
I can't wait for Christmas<3

Sunday, 5 December 2010

A Christmas warm up what we sang in tt ( done in cannon)

Christmas is coming
The gouse is getting fat
Please put a penny in the old mans hat
If u haven't got a penny a happeny will do
If u haven't got a hapenny then god bless you






So yeah it's really catchy:)
(8) tomorrow ,tomorrow never comes ,
(8) don't stop me know
(8) I'm gonna try
(8) I'm nothing special infect I'm a bit of a bore if I tell a joke you probably heard it before
(8) don't go waisting your emotions
(8) I'm a man who can't be moved
(8) who would give a damn if I never showed up.who'ed give a damn about me
(8) save me
(8) you eint seen the best of me yet give me time I'll make you for get the rest
(8) evita peron le santos peronista
(8) and you can't bring me down
(8) god help the out casts
(8) there's no place like home
(8) fun is for those who can forget the pain a dagger to the heart gave to them
(8)on my own
(8)it is the voice of people who will. Not b slaves again
(8) I can't realy explain it I haven't got the words it's a feeling I just can't control
(8)the winner takes it all

So yeah I was just putting down a few song quotes that poped up as I was typing some of my own songs others musical songs others chart songs
So night
Thank u

Monday, 29 November 2010

Someday I'm finely gonna let go ( that song from bridge of terabithia)

There ain't a lot that you can do in this town.
Drive down to the lake and then you turn back around.
Go to school and learn to read and write.
So you can walk into the county bank and sign away your life.

I work at the fillin' station on the Interstate.
Pumpin' gasoline and countin' out of state plates.
They ask me how far into Memphis girl, and where's the nearest beer.
They don't even know that there's a town around here.

Someday I'm finally gonna let go.
I know there's a better way.
I wanna know what's over that rainbow.
I'm gonna get out of here someday.
Someday.

Now my brother went to college cause he plays football.
Me I never even got through High School at all.
I got me a 67 Chevy, she's low and sleek and black.
Someday I'll put her on the Interstate and never look back.

Someday I'm finally gonna let go.
I know there's a better way.
I wanna know what's over that rainbow.
I'm gonna get out of here some,
I'm gonna get out of here someday.
Someday,

Wednesday, 24 November 2010

(8) keep holding on 'cus I'll make it through

(8)I got to trust my instinks close my eyes and leave
(8) I'm through with playing by the rules of somebody elses game

Monday, 22 November 2010

please,no ,never agin

i cant stand this
crying
being ill
bing spoke down to
being treated with no respect
never again will i ever be so foolish to thing u ever had a heart full of any kind of nice emotion!
i need 2 get out of here
now
never shal i let u look at me and laugh
im making a stand
for once somebody saw my pain
and realised that it hurts to be me!

Monday, 15 November 2010

Thursday, 11 November 2010

:/

I went to see paramore Wednesday
Was amaizing !!!
I am now single.....
Well thank you for the good times
Not many ppl would stick around :/
In tottle 8/9 months:) and I don't regret a thing
So thanks for everything

Monday, 8 November 2010

Electrisity - billy Eliot

Cheack it out that's how I feel when I'm on stage:)
Tbh at the moment any Elton John songs seem awsom to me:D
Well he is awsom:D
Yeah I think I'm 100% lesbian
O well time will tell
(8) keep your searcrets tide up tight and never let them see the light

Friday, 5 November 2010

Psst can u keep a seacret ?

I hate the way I look
Every day I see that face
That body
That voice
That hair
One thing I don't hate?
That's you
Promis * smiles*

Tuesday, 2 November 2010

Moan-cute is what we aim for

Swoon this is the same old blood rush with a new touch
I am safe, quaint and eloquent
But my bottom lip along with the top one too
Is chapped and it's all thanks to you

We all wet our lips to prepare for the kiss
But it never came
And we all wet our lips to prepare for the kiss
It was but a game

You have a moan all of your own
And I can feel it down to the bone
You have a moan all of your own
And I can feel it down to the bone
(The bone, the bone)

You trained these lips when they were champs
And now they're itchin' for a comeback
So come back
It's a shame that your claim to fame
Hangs on someone else's name
So come back
Such a task and this is such a blast
And such a task
And such a task and this is such a blast
And all that jazz

You have a moan all of your own
And I can feel it down to the bone
You have a moan all of your own
And I can feel it down to the bone

You have a dangerous face and illegal taste
And that strap is fallen on that shoulder blade
Be patient
Behave
You have a dangerous face and illegal taste
And that strap is fallen on that shoulder blade
Be patient
Behave

You have a dangerous face and illegal taste
And that strap is fallen on that shoulder blade
Be patient
Behave

You trained these lips when they were champs
And now they're itchin' for a comeback

You have a moan all of your own
And I can feel it down to the bone
You have a moan all of your own
And I can feel it down to the bone

Friday, 29 October 2010

Can u see?

I can see the moon
But unlike the others
I can see the stars
Shining in eyes
In the darkness

Yeah just a small section on this peace I'm working on
I don't no what's happening it to me
It's odd
Strange
It shouldn't b happening to me

Tuesday, 26 October 2010

I'm sticking with u(8)

I new life wasn't going to simple
I'm not going anywhere
Don't forget it
We may argue
We may disagree
But remeber I'm going no were
I still feel the same I can't ignore my Calon
Today as I went around the church I only thought of 2 things
1) lol imagine sofiah here
2) wow the glass is pweety
Then after talken to one of the ppl thee
I went to a local grave yard with my mate
And we talked about how little respect some people have for the dead
And then I saw this one grave stone
" baby emily
U have not lived
But always be loved
Mummy and daddy
3/7/2010-13/8/2010"
I cried instantly
That's not like me:/
I gess I realised
Life is short enjoy it while u can
I'm sorry

Monday, 25 October 2010

Sunday, 24 October 2010

Happy ending mika (U)

For some reason I link to that song
Not because of the first meaning but
How I have lost people that I will never forget
And how hard it is for me to remeber when we were together and happy
Lydia griffiths had been teaching us that. Song and she chose me! For the solo line!
I was chufft that somebody like her thought I was good enough for the solo lines!!
disapointment is every were it's not hardto find
But sometimes happyness and forgiveness reminds u to look on the silver lining
Wether u thought sombody had stoped lieing but hadn't
Or that you have no idea where to go
There's always a silver lining
U just have to look for it :)
(8) I shed a tear and to my amazement you appeared

Friday, 22 October 2010

Rescue me

Can u rescue me?
Will u save me?
Can we make it past the evil and the bad?
Save me
Rescue me!!!!
Please

Thursday, 21 October 2010

Befor we were like to peas in a pod but now?

Why do I feel like something is wrong
That I did something I shouldn't have
All I want is you
But do u?
I don't no were to turn
Are u there for me?
Or are you there for the blond bomb shell?
I feel as if I have no one to turn to
Save me

Wednesday, 20 October 2010

Could u tell me were I went wrong?

I can't stand to be near you!
You joke about thinks you don't even no about!
U laghe at me when in all honesty it hurts just to look at u ! U talking in unbearable!
I look around me and wonder who can I rely on?
Who won't hurt me?
Why do I bother?
Then there's one face that reminds me why
That's her
Sinsir <3
U remind me of what I realy am (8)

Friday, 15 October 2010

Can u tell me where I'm going?

I follow the path of life full of confidence
Then the road has become rocky and uneven
Could u remind me of how it feels to go throu life without worry?
Can u remind me of who I really am?

Monday, 11 October 2010

Scared

Of losing you
Of him
Of losing them
Of losing it
Of no sanity
Of being a failiour
Of loving you

Sunday, 10 October 2010

Pass me that glue I'm gona fix u

When a friend is in pices
And dose not no where to turn
I shall be there
With duct tape and glue
For I promise you I will fix you <3
a meal with friends can raise your spirits
And a heart attack can remind you of how much you care
I love you

Friday, 8 October 2010

Cheshire cat:L

I stop
I breath
How could this be happening
I'm just a girl
Nothing but ordernary
How could this be real
Your gold and I'm brass
I stoped I start
And the world never noticed
Exsept for the glow in my cheeks
And you by my side
I gess the maiden has fallen in your arms again <3

Thursday, 7 October 2010

I work hard
Yet my inner demonds drag me back to square 1
I fight
They fight
It's a constant battle
And I struggle when life is demanding my attention
When I want to give it to you and only you
A kiss can just be a kiss
Or a brake throu
When confidence and self worth are low
I need you to guide me throu life <3
I need you<3

Monday, 4 October 2010

And this is where it starts again

You drag me closer and I can't stop
U make forget who I am
You make me smile
U make me blush
And make me want to skip for joy
But u are here to test me
To make me think
And remind me I needto stay loyal
I love u
But not as much as her <3

Sunday, 3 October 2010

Goodbye(8)

Goodbye
It is a word full of sorrow
It could mean
" I hate u I never want to see u again"
Or
" I'm going to miss u"
I must confes I am a sinner of my own code has been broken
I have said goodbye to people when I mean
" come back"
I am as full of sorrow as u
But the only word that can cure goodbye is
"hello"
For rest asure I will fix my wrongs
And I shall confes my sins
But my " god " is me
I am in control of my actions
Who said codes were unbreakable?
All I need is some duct tape <3

Wednesday, 29 September 2010

(8) i would do it all again for you

how do birds stop from singing at the top of there lungs?
when happynes is all i feel how could clouds come rolling in in my clear blue skys ?
but when eveil is on my horizzon how can i protect the maiden in her tower?

Thursday, 23 September 2010

Big green eyes

I gess I am the owner of the green eye
For what they have may take away my moon and stars
Who am I to compeet with that?
How can I be reassured that I wont be left sinking again
Love v green eyed monster

Wednesday, 22 September 2010

Hello???

Hello ??
Did you call??
I hear your voice ringing in my head but u are no were to be found
I gess u could say
It's started again
I fell in love
And I don't no what to do
Thou to many I seem to know what to do
But I am just as blind and clueless as you
I gess in times like this
All I can do is try and find my place <3

Tuesday, 21 September 2010

To sleep for chance to dream (8)

If I scream
Would you come running or hide?
If I called
Would you anser or ignore me?
If I tould u my true feelings
Would u tell me how you felt or laugh ?
Not all questions are as easy to ask and anser
But some are
Xxxxxxx

Sunday, 19 September 2010

A time to remeber

For a celebration of birth is a time of happyness
But when not so far from death
It douse not seam so happy
But for luck to bring a cheer to my smile
For I feel that luck is coming my way for the next year of my life
For in a few counterys 16 is a special age
But in the uk it's just another birthday
Luck ,true happyness and no worries <3

Friday, 17 September 2010

Mrawr

Cats an animal that was worshiped by many
Also an animal of unforgettable memory
Be carefull of what u wish for
For it may come true
For I am the beholder of once apon a time
A damzel in the arms of a night in shinning shoes
And time of happyness
<3
Why do I feel so happy
When worries are pield up
For guilt can take over
And happyness is trying to get out
.
For those who have lived and gone
I feel thy sorrow

Mrawr <3

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

Here in your perfect eyes there all I can see (8)

It's like bipolar
Ur up and ur down
While I'm standing here with tears and sorrow
It brings more than one dought
But are my feelings true?
Or is it the temptation ?

Monday, 13 September 2010

How deep is your love (8)

Daisy's
To say I love you and mean it
Would mean more to me than any think u could buy
To make me remeber how it feels to smile and belive
Would be the best thinkg ever

Sunday, 5 September 2010

Screaming out of hate and dispare

I wake with tear stained face
I walk around as if part of me has been taken away from me
Smiling isn't part of my daily routine
I hold in many of my feelings
One look from u reminds me of what use to be
It hurts to remeber how happy I use to be
I gess I was never needed
I gess I was never wanted
I gess I won't be happy

Wednesday, 11 August 2010

A realization

Life is what you make it
so
make it what YOU want
NOT what someone els wants
it will make you happier in the long run :)

Wednesday, 4 August 2010

A distent memory

A memory of when smiling was what I did 24/7
when love was what u only had for family and pets and maybe your best mate ( in a friend way) if u had a friend that is
when barbie's were the most presious thing to me
memorys of being little a distent memory of being happy

Tuesday, 27 July 2010

A dream

I dream of her hands in mine
I dream of her love
I dream of her holding me safe from the dark
I dream way to offten
she won't hold my hand as it seams so epty and cold
she won't love me as I'm not worthy of love
she won't hold me safe for she has her own prince to keep her safe
my dreams turn to nightmears

Saturday, 24 July 2010

As simple as a giggle

As simple as a giggle
the world seems to send me a glimmer of hope
is it hope or just forgeting the frown for a moment?

Friday, 23 July 2010

A dream

A dream of happyness were nothing went wrong
a dream were no suffering was
aa dream were u could be yourself and people respected that
that dream was a reality in my little bubble
she broke my bubble
the pain , suffering, tears came back into my world
in reality
they never left
I was delusional
living a dream as fragile as a bubble

A thought

I .
It's the most comman word we no
but how meny times do we use it a day ?
I no myself I use it to offten
I gess were all self senterd in reality

Tuesday, 20 July 2010

A dream come true

I have always wanted to go to a consert with a best mate and now I am
i'm going to paramore with bethan on the 10/8/10
I gess there is such a thing as a dream come true :)

A tear

Do tears have a master plan?
They show up when you least expect it
or when u could do with out them!!

Monday, 19 July 2010

A dream

A dream of a brighter place
a place were I belong
a place were people treat you with respect
a place were tears do not fall
a dream or a fantasy ??

Sunday, 18 July 2010

A ponder

Do tears show that you are week
or that your strong enoff to show how you feel ?

Dreams and thoughts

We all have dreams and thoughts
I have alot of dreams but how do we no If they would ever come true?
Thoughts can ruin or make your life
but dousent everyone have bad times ?
Douse love count as a dream or a thought or a state or reality ?
I gess life is what you make it
:)